Earlier in the week, my Master assigned me a task – to give him 20 sentences, written in the form “I know I am submissive because.” After I finished those, he asked me to come up with 10 more. I complained a little bit about the immensity of the task – it was hard coming up with 30 different ways to describe my submission – but it ended up being a really wonderful thing to do, as it gave me an opportunity to really focus my thoughts on my submission over the course of a few days that were otherwise stressful.
Here then, are 30 of the ways I know I am a submissive.
1. I know I am submissive because being on my knees is intensely comforting and relaxing for me.
2. I know I am submissive because it fills me with joy when you give me a command.
3. I know I am submissive because I would rather not orgasm than have to take control of my own orgasm.
4. I know I am submissive because you are the last thing I think about at night and the first thing I think about in the morning.
5. I know I am submissive because I fantasize about curling up at your feet.
6. I know I am submissive because my cunt gets wet when I get an email or SMS from you, before I’ve even read it.
7. I know I am submissive because it is very painful to me when I disappoint you, and I can’t relax until I have been punished and forgiven.
8. I know I am submissive because you feed me tasty tidbits from your fingers and I feel treasured rather than embarrassed.
9. I know I am submissive because I want do anything and everything you ask of me.
10. I know I am submissive because I keep you in mind in all things, from the clothes that I wear to the way I phrase my responses to your emails.
11. I know I am submissive because I feel incomplete when I am speaking with you in an environment where I can’t address you as Sir.
12. I know I am submissive because my neck feels bare without your collar around it.
13. I know I am submissive because I am happier and more content now than I have ever been.
14. I know I am submissive because I trust you utterly and completely.
15. I know I am submissive because I actually do let go when you tell me to.
16. I know I am submissive because I need you to hurt me, and it makes me feel happy and owned to see your marks on my body.
17. I know I am submissive because the more control I give to you, the less I find I want or need to have any for myself.
18. I know I am submissive because I find in you my center, my reason for being.
19. I know I am submissive because I willingly submit to you, with my body, mind and heart.
20. I know I am submissive because when I go shopping for shoes, the ones I like are the ones I know you would like.
21. I know I am submissive because I’m so in tune with you that we think with the same brain.
22. I know I am submissive because I want to learn everything about you so that I can know how to please you.
23. I know I am submissive because I need your rules to guide me.
24. I know I am submissive because I feel intense shame when I realize I have done something wrong.
25. I know I am submissive because letting you take my breath away doesn’t frighten me (very much).
26. I know I am submissive because I want to be what you need me to be.
27. I know I am submissive because I learn something new about myself and my submission every day from you.
28. I know I am submissive because it makes me feel happy and secure to be surrounded by the clothes that you own.
29. I know I am submissive because you tell me that I am.
30. I know I am submissive because I want to be yours, always and forever.