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30 things

June 29, 2007

Earlier in the week, my Master assigned me a task – to give him 20 sentences, written in the form “I know I am submissive because.” After I finished those, he asked me to come up with 10 more. I complained a little bit about the immensity of the task – it was hard coming up with 30 different ways to describe my submission – but it ended up being a really wonderful thing to do, as it gave me an opportunity to really focus my thoughts on my submission over the course of a few days that were otherwise stressful.

Here then, are 30 of the ways I know I am a submissive.

1. I know I am submissive because being on my knees is intensely comforting and relaxing for me.

2. I know I am submissive because it fills me with joy when you give me a command.

3. I know I am submissive because I would rather not orgasm than have to take control of my own orgasm.

4. I know I am submissive because you are the last thing I think about at night and the first thing I think about in the morning.

5. I know I am submissive because I fantasize about curling up at your feet.

6. I know I am submissive because my cunt gets wet when I get an email or SMS from you, before I’ve even read it.

7. I know I am submissive because it is very painful to me when I disappoint you, and I can’t relax until I have been punished and forgiven.

8. I know I am submissive because you feed me tasty tidbits from your fingers and I feel treasured rather than embarrassed.

9. I know I am submissive because I want do anything and everything you ask of me.

10. I know I am submissive because I keep you in mind in all things, from the clothes that I wear to the way I phrase my responses to your emails.

11. I know I am submissive because I feel incomplete when I am speaking with you in an environment where I can’t address you as Sir.

12. I know I am submissive because my neck feels bare without your collar around it.

13. I know I am submissive because I am happier and more content now than I have ever been.

14. I know I am submissive because I trust you utterly and completely.

15. I know I am submissive because I actually do let go when you tell me to.

16. I know I am submissive because I need you to hurt me, and it makes me feel happy and owned to see your marks on my body.

17. I know I am submissive because the more control I give to you, the less I find I want or need to have any for myself.

18. I know I am submissive because I find in you my center, my reason for being.

19. I know I am submissive because I willingly submit to you, with my body, mind and heart.

20. I know I am submissive because when I go shopping for shoes, the ones I like are the ones I know you would like.

21. I know I am submissive because I’m so in tune with you that we think with the same brain.

22. I know I am submissive because I want to learn everything about you so that I can know how to please you.

23. I know I am submissive because I need your rules to guide me.

24. I know I am submissive because I feel intense shame when I realize I have done something wrong.

25. I know I am submissive because letting you take my breath away doesn’t frighten me (very much).

26. I know I am submissive because I want to be what you need me to be.

27. I know I am submissive because I learn something new about myself and my submission every day from you.

28. I know I am submissive because it makes me feel happy and secure to be surrounded by the clothes that you own.

29. I know I am submissive because you tell me that I am.

30. I know I am submissive because I want to be yours, always and forever.

One comment

  1. Your words why u submissive could be written by me, made me sob Ty for sharing them
    http://myworldbackwards.wordpress.com/

    A,



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