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His Countdown

September 7, 2010

Many times before a visit, my Master will have me countdown the days until i see Him again, sending Him something i’m thinking about our looking forward to every night before i go to bed.  We recently had two visits very close to each other. Before the first, He had me do a long 15-day countdown. i wasn’t sure what would happen for the next one, since they were only about 2 weeks apart. i was completely tickled and excited when, on 10 days before our visit, i got a countdown email from Him in my inbox!  And then one every night until our visit. It was a delightful treat, and He gave me permission to share them here.

It’s ten days until I see you again, and I’m thinking about fucking you for the first time: you on you back with your legs up, my cock surrounded by you, and your hands on me. And you face. And your gasps. And your body. And the look and feeling of it all.

It’s nine days until I see you again, and I’m thinking about how good you looked in that chain hogtie last visit. Your legs pulled up to your ass, your arms behind your back, the leather restraints and the silver chain.  I’m thinking about it with and without underwear, with and without stockings.  I’m thinking about it with black stilettos and maroon stilettos. I’m thinking about stroking your skin gently. I’m thinking about leaving your there and ignoring you.

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It’s eight days until I see you again, and I’m thinking about photographing you.  I want to to take more pictures tied up, more pictures in the cuffs and chains, more penetration pictures.  I want to take pictures with white stockings and garters, pictures with crop pants.  I want to take pictures of you fucking yourself with different shoes, too.

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It’s seven days until I see you again, and I’m thinking about you dressed as a secretary, lying below me and sucking me.  I always like the look of that — it’s one of my favorite fantasies.  I just wish I could somehow see your chest unblocked by your hands, yet have your hands on my cock stimulating me.  I hate having to choose.

It’s six days until I see you again, and I’m thinking about taking you out in a see-through shirt.  I’m thinking about glimpsing the lace of your bra under your shirt, and the lace of your stockings underneath your skirt. All black, all pretty, all exposed.  And those Versace pumps, of course.


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It’s five days until I see you again, and I’m thinking about shoes.  I’m thinking about the Versace pumps, and the RSVP pumps in all the colors. I’m thinking of the Madden platform sandals, and a bunch of other sandals that we had and returned. And those red Valentino pumps — and the silver pumps we had once. I’m thinking about those black shoes with all the straps in your Zappos box right now.  I’m thinking of your black sex shoes, and how I want to watch you fuck yourself with them. I know how deep you can put them in now. I’m thinking about watching, and photographing it.

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It’s four days until I see you again, and I’m thinking about clothespins. I think about it more than I do it, but I think about it pretty regularly. I like pinning your breasts, and your thighs and pussy. I like hearing your gasps and moans. I like looking at you pinned. I like fucking you pinned. I like photographing you pinned. I like holding you in my arms and pinning you, hurting you and comforting you at the same time. Sometimes I gag you, too.

It’s three days until I see you again, and I’m thinking about holding you. I’m thinking about going to sleep with you, and I’m thinking about waking up with you.  I’m thinking about napping with you — bonus sleep.  And I’m thinking about being so relaxed with you that I can sleep and nap.  And I’m thinking again about waking up with you, and how nice that is.

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It’s two days until I see you again, and I’m thinking about what I want you to pack. The box of shoes. And the Versace pumps. And the maroon pumps. The lingerie. And the cuffs and chains. And the rope. Stockings. The short black skirt and the short leopard print skirt. A few tops to go with them: tanks and maybe a couple of button downs. Something cute for dinner. And something for Saturday. I like dressing you, and I really am looking forward to photographing you.  I’m thinking about that, too.

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It’s one day until I see you again, and I’m thinking that it’s less than twelve hours until I see you again.


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Feeling the anticipation

December 15, 2009

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Written last night, counting down to our visit which starts tomorrow:

It’s 2 nights until i see You, and i’m just so excited. My heart pitter-patters every time i think about how soon it is, and how much i need and want to be with You. It’s been a long several weeks, and i’ve missed You so much.

(It’s been over 7 weeks since  i saw my Master last. We’d been very lucky over the summer to see each other a lot, so this 7 week stint has been really hard for both of us. But by this time tomorrow i will finally be with Him again. And will have been thoroughly fucked. Probably twice.)

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Belated Countdown

September 20, 2009

i had a visit with my Master this past week. Unfortunately, my computer crashed a couple days before i left, which meant i couldn’t repost my countdown emails here for Him. But it’s back, so now i can.

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It’s 12 nights until i see You and i’m thinking about Your hands on me, taking possession of Your property.

i’m thinking about seeing You in 11 days, and how nice it will be when You fuck me.

It’s 10 nights until i see You, and i’m thinking about You dressing me up so we can go out and i’ll look good for You. And i’m thinking about You fucking me in my dinner dress before we go.

It’s 9 nights until i see You again and i’m thinking about the feel and taste of Your cock in my eager mouth.

It’s 8 nights until i see You again, and i’m looking forward to You dressing me up and taking me out to show me off.

One week from now we’ll almost certainly be fucking, or soon to be fucking. And won’t that just be the best thing?

It’s 6 nights until i see You again and i’m thinking about You giving me a spanking, and me feeling it the next day in my meeting.

it’s 5 nights until i see You again, and even though i have a lot to do between now and then, my heart beats a little bit faster when i remember that it’s so soon.

It’s 4 nights until i see You again and i’m looking forward to being snugged up so close to Your body we feel like one person.

i can’t believe it’s only 3 nights until i see You again. i’m thinking about You kissing me, and how nice that will be.

It will be so good to see You in 2 days. i’m thinking about You spanking my cunt.

i get to see You tomorrow. i’m really looking forward to not being so stressed about the visit because it will be happening.

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Countdown

July 7, 2009

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It’s 10 days until i see You again, and i’m really looking forward to
having time to reconnect and reestablish our relationship. We’ve both
been so busy that it’s hard to keep it as close as we both want and
need. So i’m thinking about You helping me remember my place and my
role.

It’s 9 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about You dressing me up to go out, and how i want to look good for you. i was so nervous about clothes on our first visit there, so long ago. You’d made some comment about my not having the wardrobe for that city, and i never forgot it. i’m much less worried about it this time, and know that i will look as good on Your arm as You want me to.

It’s 8 days until i see You again, and i’m looking forward to us destressing with one another. When i’m wrapped up in Your arms, i feel cozy and at home and in the moment, enjoying thoroughly our time together. You fucking me is another time when it’s hard to think of anything else (and a whole different kind of fun than cuddling). And i want to be there for You, so that You can use Your slavegirl in any way that You need and that pleases You.

It’s 7 days until i see You, and such a thrill to think that i’ll be seeing You in just a week. i’m looking forward to being Your play thing in whatever ways You want me to be, but right now i’m particularly thinking about You hurting me, and remembering the clothespin game from last time. It makes me hot knowing that You can do whatever You want to me.

i really can’t wait to see You in 6 days. i’m looking forward to kissing You, and how it makes me feel deeply in love with You and deeply horny for You, all through my entire body. i love Your lips and how they feel against mine, and our tongues tangling together. i just love everything about kissing You, and can’t wait until i get to do it again.

5 days, and i’m looking forward to You fucking me. With my legs up over Your shoulders so i can admire my pretty shoes. And with my knees twisted to the side because that always makes me so hot. And in the million other positions that You manipulate my body into to meet Your desires.

It’s 4 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about You dressing me up in whatever pleases you. i’m thinking doing my hair and makeup so i’ll look pretty for You. i’m thinking about You showing me off.

It’s 3 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about submission, and remembering my place, and behaving in a pleasing matter for You. i’m thinking about letting go and putting ego aside, and that even though it’s hard it’s so rewarding too. i’m wishing it wasn’t such a struggle in between each time, but this is par for the course that we are on, and rather than lament the in betweens, i’m going to focus on returning to You promptly in order to make the most of the moments we are together.

i can’t wait to see You in 2 days. i can’t wait to be Your willing fucktoy. To feel that first long hard push of Your cock into my cunt. To taste Your cock in my mouth. To kneel for You and serve You and be Yours in all the ways You demand of me. For four lucky nights and five lucky days.

It’s 1 day until i see You again. (About 12 hours, actually, but who’s counting? Oh, wait, that would be me…) i’m thinking about the 9 pairs of shoes that i just packed, and You fucking me while i wear each and every one of them.

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35 hours

May 21, 2009

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That’s how long until my Master comes to visit.  It’s been less than a month since our last visit, but that was a very long and very special visit, and so we’ve both been missing each other a lot since then. Add to that the tremendous amount of personal stress that’s going on in my life, and right now it feels like one of the chief things helping me keep it all together is knowing that in 35 hours i’ll have His arms around me.

And within some short period of time after that, hopefully i’ll look like i do in the picture up above – legs spread, skirt pulled up, panties pushed aside, and come dripping from my well used cunt.

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Counting the days

April 4, 2008

It’s 15 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about kissing You and kissing You and kissing You. My cold meant we didn’t do nearly enough of that last time.

It’s 14 days until i see You again, and i’m looking forward to You fucking me, shoving Your cock deep inside of me again and again.

It’s 13 days until i see You again, and i’m looking forward to sitting at Your feet, leaning my head against Your leg, enjoying the feeling of Your hand in my hair every once in a while.

it’s 12 days until i see You again, and i am thinking about punishment.

It’s 11 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about how wonderful it’s going to feel to give You my complete attention and focus for 3 whole days (well, minus a few hours Saturday night). i want very much to have nothing to think about but pleasing You.

It’s 10 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about being bound while You flog me or pin me or otherwise do anything You need and want to do to me. Because while i am a pain slut and do like these activities for my own ends, i like them more because i know they fulfill a need for You, and i want to be able to fulfill all of Your needs.

It’s 9 days until i see You again, and i’m so excited to be down to single digits. i’m looking forward to touching every inch of You. And i’m thinking about being Your piss slut.

It’s 8 days until i see You again. i’m thinking about being Your mouth slut. i’m thinking about waking up in the morning to You pushing my face down to Your hard cock. i’m thinking about sucking it and licking it, feeling it hit the back of my throat, with one hand sliding on Your shaft while the other plays with Your balls.

Just a week! In just a week i’ll be seeing You. Will have already spent 12 hours with You, even. i’m thinking about how You smell. i’m thinking about how Your hair feels when i run my hands through it. i’m thinking about wanting to be completely wrapped up by You.

It’s 6 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about reconnecting. Thinking about my need to just give myself over to You completely, to be taken and used and made to submit, reminded of my place. Reset and reconnected. i want it desperately.

It’s 5 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about helping You relax. i’m thinking about being non-demanding. i’m thinking about serving You. i’m thinking about curling up with You so You can nap, even if i’m not able to myself. i’m thinking about being Your obedient and devoted slavegirl who loves You most of anything in the world.

It’s 4 days until i see You again. i can’t wait. i’m looking forward to going shopping with You, and trying on fun skirts and shoes for You to appreciate.

It’s 3 days until i see You again, and i’m beginning to get overwhelmed by all the things i need to do between now and then. But i also want to continue to build on the renewed feeling of being owned (submissive, wet and eager-to-please) from today. i’m thinking ahead to the weekend and my opportunity to demonstrate that eagerness to You in every way i can.

It’s 2 days until i see You, and i’m thinking about Your cock in my mouth.

It’s 1 day until i see You again, and i’m thinking about You spanking my cunt, which i love and hate all at the same time.

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Counting the Days

September 24, 2007

i’m going to see my Master tomorrow! A month ago, He gave me a nightly task of counting down for Him. It has been a wonderful ritual that has helped the time pass much more easily. And now i get to write the “It’s 1 day before i see You…” version and post all of them here. And better yet, even though i will be writing “it’s 1 day”, it’s actually only about 12 hours. i can’t wait to be with Him.

It’s 31 days before i see You again, and i’m fantasizing about You spanking my cunt, first with Your hand, then with a belt, then maybe with something even worse.

It’s 30 days before i see you again, and i’m thinking a lot about what You said today, that there are going to be times when You are going to make me do things i really don’t want to do, and i’m wondering if that is going to be one of those times.

It’s 29 days before i see You again, and i am craving Your kisses like a drug. Your mouth, Your tongue, Your lips, Your teeth. The passion, the intensity, the feeling that i am suspended in time by Your mouth on mine.

It’s 28 days until i see You again and i am looking forward to walking with You, hand in hand through the streets.

It’s 27 days until i see You again and get to be Your slavegirl.

It’s 26 days until i see You again and i wish i could curl up in your arms right now, just to be held there, safe, warm and loved.

It’s 25 days until i see You again, and i’m looking forward to sucking Your toes while You come, running my tongue between them in that way i know You love.

It’s 24 days until i see You again, and i’m looking forward to snuggling my face into Your neck and smelling the unique smell that is You.

It’s 23 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about You spanking and slapping me, on my ass, my thighs, my breasts, my face, and especially my cunt.

It’s 22 days until i see You again, and i’m looking forward to dancing with and for You.

It’s 21 days until i see You again, and i’m looking forward to having a smooth bare pussy for You.

It’s 20 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking of You wrapped around me, keeping me warm and snug like a caterpillar in a cocoon, making all the concerns of the outside world just fade away into nothingness.

It’s 19 days until i see You again, and (not surprisingly), i’m thinking about peeing for You.

It’s 18 days until i see You again and i’m hoping You’ll fuck me in this cute red schoolgirl skirt.

It’s 17 days until i see You again, and i’m so looking forward to just being with You, seeing You, smelling You, hearing You. Obeying You and serving You. Being Yours, 24/7, for as long as we’ve got.

It’s 16 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about how wonderful it feels when You take me deep into subspace, when pleasing You is really all i can think about.

It’s 15 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking (unsurprisingly) of all the ways that You can bind me when we are together – the hog tie, the chains, the rope, bondage tape – and how i will like to be on display and under Your control.

It’s 14 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about being punished.

It’s 13 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about curling up at Your feet, leaning my cheek against Your leg and enjoying Your warmth and closeness.

It’s 12 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about talking to You, for as long as we want, in person, with no bad phone lines or interruptions to get in the way. And i’m thinking about feeding You chocolate. And i’m thinking about how very, very much i love You, and love being Yours.

It’s 11 days until i see You again, and i just keep thinking that in only 2 days i’ll be into single digits on the countdown. And i keep thinking about how much i love You.

It’s 10 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about being Your slavegirl, giving myself completely to You, without doubt or hesitation or self-interest. About obeying You and pleasing You. About Your instructions that You want me submissive, wet and eager to please.

It’s 9 days until i see You again and i’m thinking about being flogged or spanked until i’m quivering and incoherent.

It’s 8 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about sleeping with You.

It’s 7 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about the feeling of your eyes on me as i stand or kneel, tightly bound, with You just looking and not touching.

It’s 6 days until i see You again, and i love You more than anything in the world.

It’s 5 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about my submission – opening myself up to it and focusing on it, so that i may serve You as You ask of me and as You deserve.

It’s 4 days until i see You again and i’m thinking about piss, for some strange reason…

It’s 3 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about the feeling of Your hand spanking my smooth cunt.

It’s 2 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about Your biting kisses, knowing that there’s so little else one can do on an airplane.

It’s 1 day (12 hours, really) until i see You again, and i’m thinking about being Your devoted and obedient slavegirl.