April 1, 2008

i’m feeling excited about our upcoming visit. i love spending time with You, doing all the many things that we do. i miss having sex with You (having sex at all) and i’m really looking forward to the feeling of You inside of me. 7 weeks is a long time. i’m especially looking forward to kissing You, i really really love kissing You.

i’m also worried about our upcoming visit. i’m worried it’s not going to go the way we want it to, and we’re both going to be disappointed or feel like we’ve failed each other. i’m worried that we’re just going to keep going on as we’ve been going on and drifting farther and farther from our connection.

i’m hopeful that i’m wrong. i’m hopeful that this visit will revitalize You as my Master and me as Your submissive slavegirl. i’m hopeful that we’ll fall back into our places and come away closer than ever and better able to weather our next long absence from one another. i want that very much. i want to feel like there’s nothing in the world that matters as much as pleasing You.

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