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Counting the Days

September 24, 2007

i’m going to see my Master tomorrow! A month ago, He gave me a nightly task of counting down for Him. It has been a wonderful ritual that has helped the time pass much more easily. And now i get to write the “It’s 1 day before i see You…” version and post all of them here. And better yet, even though i will be writing “it’s 1 day”, it’s actually only about 12 hours. i can’t wait to be with Him.

It’s 31 days before i see You again, and i’m fantasizing about You spanking my cunt, first with Your hand, then with a belt, then maybe with something even worse.

It’s 30 days before i see you again, and i’m thinking a lot about what You said today, that there are going to be times when You are going to make me do things i really don’t want to do, and i’m wondering if that is going to be one of those times.

It’s 29 days before i see You again, and i am craving Your kisses like a drug. Your mouth, Your tongue, Your lips, Your teeth. The passion, the intensity, the feeling that i am suspended in time by Your mouth on mine.

It’s 28 days until i see You again and i am looking forward to walking with You, hand in hand through the streets.

It’s 27 days until i see You again and get to be Your slavegirl.

It’s 26 days until i see You again and i wish i could curl up in your arms right now, just to be held there, safe, warm and loved.

It’s 25 days until i see You again, and i’m looking forward to sucking Your toes while You come, running my tongue between them in that way i know You love.

It’s 24 days until i see You again, and i’m looking forward to snuggling my face into Your neck and smelling the unique smell that is You.

It’s 23 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about You spanking and slapping me, on my ass, my thighs, my breasts, my face, and especially my cunt.

It’s 22 days until i see You again, and i’m looking forward to dancing with and for You.

It’s 21 days until i see You again, and i’m looking forward to having a smooth bare pussy for You.

It’s 20 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking of You wrapped around me, keeping me warm and snug like a caterpillar in a cocoon, making all the concerns of the outside world just fade away into nothingness.

It’s 19 days until i see You again, and (not surprisingly), i’m thinking about peeing for You.

It’s 18 days until i see You again and i’m hoping You’ll fuck me in this cute red schoolgirl skirt.

It’s 17 days until i see You again, and i’m so looking forward to just being with You, seeing You, smelling You, hearing You. Obeying You and serving You. Being Yours, 24/7, for as long as we’ve got.

It’s 16 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about how wonderful it feels when You take me deep into subspace, when pleasing You is really all i can think about.

It’s 15 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking (unsurprisingly) of all the ways that You can bind me when we are together – the hog tie, the chains, the rope, bondage tape – and how i will like to be on display and under Your control.

It’s 14 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about being punished.

It’s 13 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about curling up at Your feet, leaning my cheek against Your leg and enjoying Your warmth and closeness.

It’s 12 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about talking to You, for as long as we want, in person, with no bad phone lines or interruptions to get in the way. And i’m thinking about feeding You chocolate. And i’m thinking about how very, very much i love You, and love being Yours.

It’s 11 days until i see You again, and i just keep thinking that in only 2 days i’ll be into single digits on the countdown. And i keep thinking about how much i love You.

It’s 10 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about being Your slavegirl, giving myself completely to You, without doubt or hesitation or self-interest. About obeying You and pleasing You. About Your instructions that You want me submissive, wet and eager to please.

It’s 9 days until i see You again and i’m thinking about being flogged or spanked until i’m quivering and incoherent.

It’s 8 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about sleeping with You.

It’s 7 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about the feeling of your eyes on me as i stand or kneel, tightly bound, with You just looking and not touching.

It’s 6 days until i see You again, and i love You more than anything in the world.

It’s 5 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about my submission – opening myself up to it and focusing on it, so that i may serve You as You ask of me and as You deserve.

It’s 4 days until i see You again and i’m thinking about piss, for some strange reason…

It’s 3 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about the feeling of Your hand spanking my smooth cunt.

It’s 2 days until i see You again, and i’m thinking about Your biting kisses, knowing that there’s so little else one can do on an airplane.

It’s 1 day (12 hours, really) until i see You again, and i’m thinking about being Your devoted and obedient slavegirl.

6 comments

  1. i am so excited for you and your Master. i hope you both have a wonderful visit. i loved this post, and it never ceases to amaze me that there are other people out there that think exactly as i do.

    i wish for you both a wonderful, happy, loving time together.

    *many hugs*
    Slave2JS


  2. Thank you, Slave2JS! i leave for the airport in about 20 minutes and i’m sooo excited!


  3. i hope yoy are having a wonderful time xxxx


  4. Have a fantastic time! i am loving no. 15… but they are all wonderful! 🙂


  5. Yay for you!!! i hope you have a wonderful visit!


  6. We are having a wonderful time – thanks for all the good wishes, everyone! It’s been not quite 23 hours and we’ve already done most everything i’d been thinking about, and a few things besides…



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